when all is said & done.

maybe i'm too tired to try anymore
maybe i can't grow the hell up
maybe i don't understand why
maybe i'm not responsible nor sensible
maybe i'm lazy beyond belief
maybe i'm too dependent on you
maybe i dream too much and do too little
maybe i'm not that kind of girl
maybe i've disappointed you one too many times

but thank you for loving me all the same.

all i ever wanted was to make you proud of me.

you said you always were, but it's not enough. it never is.